timeless

There are days when you just stop for a moment to pause and reflect. And during those days you realize how much things have changed. You discover that you've developed a wrinkle on your eyes. You witness how your gray hair starts to dominate on your locks and finally, how you unveiled things which could both should've been forgotten or should've been kept.

On a daily basis, we think of things that we shouldn't really care about. For example, while we're going to the office. Along the way, you start to question how things came about or how things have grown more and more like smoke and mirrors. You feel things changes as you dig deep into the thought of it. Submitting yourself unto nowhere. Never realizing that things are obscurely irrelevant as you reach the bottom pit.

And so at the end of the day... you just get the same friggin answer... you can't really answer these questions in one day alone... time goes on and on and on and on... every answered questions amount to something new each day and it never stops... the list just continues to prolong the agony of your mind. Then sleeping is beyond doable anymore. It starts to make you drop the thought of it even. Blah!

The Perfect Mate!

Dear feet,

You have been so picky lately! You should've chosen a partner by now.

Love,

Jamie

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Choosing the right shoes for your pinkies may not be as fun as it should be, or so they say it should. Choosing the perfect pair is nothing but a tiring journey, walking from one point to another, hailing for help when you wanted to feel the fit of your shoe size, and at the end of the day, you just go home without holding any bag in your hands-depressing.

It is really important that you invest most on your shoes. These pairs will bring you miles and miles so they have to be sturdy and feet-friendly as possible. I am very picky with shoes, although at some instances, I can't help but buy the most affordable and fashionable pair at a local bazaar / bargain since they are the most pocket-friendly pairs you could ever find. Unfortunately, they could only last for months or maybe even only weeks depending on how often you use them. And once they have reached this point, they are beyond repair... so buh-bye 300 pesos and so on. This is why investing on your shoes is really important especially when you're going to use them daily-regularly. Not only do they have to be sturdy might as well pick the pair that are feet-friendly especially if you're gonna use them at work, it is best to find something that would not hurt after hours and hours of standing, running and whatnot. 

Shoes by SM Parisians

And while I was looking all over the place for my shoe-mate, I can't help but enter the temptingly enticing Forever 21 store. Every time a girl enters the widely open doors of their shop, she starts hearing the angels singing in chorus, as if she's walking towards the door of heaven ;) It's soo comfortable in that place. Its so relaxing that you could almost lay right then and there. I found cute pieces of accessories, gorgeous article of clothing and fashionable bags and pouches almost ready to jump in a plastic bag - ready to come home with me (how I wish) ;p  

Lesson learned: save up! and you'll have a bag with lots of goodies ;)

Accessories by Forever 21

Read My Lips

After years of hiatus from blogging I've finally found the perfect time to make a comeback. I'd have to be honest, this is NOT easy at all. I have been idle, which simply means, my head doesn't function all too well yet. I'd have to master the art once again and see if I could bring my old self back to who it was before. With this fresh start is a new beginning but a promising "bringing of oneself back to reality" episode as well.

I don't even know where to start. I've got a whole lot of things to say but one blog post wouldn't be enough to tell it all. Maybe we could begin by saying, the boreeto has been matched! Yep, I've finally found someone who'd taken the risk of understanding the crazy that is ME. I have my incomparable weirdness and extraordinaire unfathomable-wacko-ness that only I could understand and interpret, in my own special way, so that normal people would understand. He who had been supportive al-throughout has been sticking up with me and for me for over 1 year and 7 months now. I'm definitely thankful for that ;)

Anyhoo, I'm expected to bring my old self back but with a better direction of course, because the old me just aims to get stuck in the moment. Besides, I've finally accepted the fact that I should allow myself to be moved by gravity, I shouldn't be there... where every bum person dies without ever knowing they actually died. I detest to get cloned by the society but in some aspects I should abide by their rules without ever losing myself again.

The process of which may actually takes a long time before I could actually say that "I've been lost and now I've been found." Life is too short as the cliche goes but since Paulo Coelho said, Change is good but direction is better than speed... I've realized, I'm gonna take my time doing this soul searching, so I would better understand why I love that part of me and why I'm happy in that state. Every person has to have his own character in this reality. And I believe that that is where you'll find your true happiness.

'Til next blog post joes... Ciao!